4Nov08The call comes in…

I honestly had no idea that the night would be over so soon.
I thought all the polls would be so close, there would be no way to call most of the swing states before midnight. I remembered 2000 and 2004 when I went to bed, still unsure that something wouldn’t change by the morning. Expecting a long wait tonight, I had gotten into my pjs and set up the living room couch with blankets and pillows. J was out picking up a late dinner of pizza and beer for us to enjoy as we watched the colors on the state maps flip from blue to red to blue and back again. We expected races too close to call, discrepancies in the polls, hanging chads, calls for recounts, accusations of voter fraud, and cries of disenfranchisement. In short, we were prepared for a night of craziness.
For a bit of levity before the storm, I decided to watch InDecision 2008 while waiting for dinner. After an hour or so, John Stewart turned to the camera and said, “At eleven o’clock at night, Eastern Standard Time, the President of the United States is…Barak Obama.” I immediately changed the channel to another newscast. I was so sure he was joking — he’s a comedian, right? — because there was no way it could be called so quickly. Here in California, the clock had just hit 8:00pm and the polls were only now closing. Hell, J wasn’t even home with dinner yet. After flipping through ABC, CBS, NBC and FOX — even FOX — I realized it was real. I picked up my phone and called J with the news.
I voted for Obama, but I wasn’t passionate about his candidacy. He’s more liberal than I generally am, but he seems like a decent, well-spoken, thoughtful man. We’ve made do with far worse in recent years so I was happy to have him on the ballot. Still, after the 2004 election, I wasn’t terribly hopeful. Plus, I admit that I voted against a McCain/Palin presidency at least as much as I voted for Obama/Biden. So, given that I had been less than a fervent Obama supporter, I was surprised to find myself crying.
Earlier today, I told friends that I honestly believed that we would all wake up tomorrow to the prospect of a President McCain. I expected to see Palin’s beaming, bespectacled face for the next four, or more, years. I doubted the polls and questioned the notion that our country had progressed far enough that the Bradley Effect would be negligible in this election. I was so sure that “undecided” meant “secretly prejudiced” more often than not.
America, I’m sorry to have misjudged you.
Rarely have I been so happy to be wrong. I’m excited that tonight a black man has been voted to our country’s highest office. I’m relieved that staying the course was scarier than change. I’m so glad that the lessons of the last four years — or maybe just the lessons of the last four weeks — weren’t ignored. I’m just so proud and overwhelmed to have been part of and witness to such a watershed moment. There is a long, hard road ahead of us still, but today we reaffirmed the ideals on which our great nation was founded. And I hope that regardless of who you voted for, you are excited to be part of this moment too.



